Tak Seindah Wajah...

..Ku sangka aur dipinggir tebing

..Kiranya tebu dipinggir bibir

..Kusangka jujur pancaran batin

...rupanya palsu penghias zahir

..Ku kira hati jiwa nurani

..Suci seindah wajah terbayang

..tipu dan daya pencapai maksud

..budi dan harta merangkum noda

..dimanis gula semut binasa

..kail berduri bersalut umpan

..dimanis kata insan terlena

..kerana budi hamba terkorban

..inikah dia lakonan hidup

..dipentas dunia insan berpura

..tipu dan daya pencapai maksud

..budi dan harta merangkum noda..

Cinta dan sambal belacan

..Cinta itu umpama sambal belacan, pedas sehingga menitis airmata tapi masih mahu di makan jua :) ..

...kuang..kuang..kuang...betul kan???!!!

Ziarah Makcik Siti ..6 June 2009

"Kak Long, Mama ajak gi kenduri kat Warung Merdeka kul 1 nanti "..Eddy datang bawa pesan mamanya..

Masa kat kenduri tu aku lihat Suzaidah, dah lama tak nampak dia..

pastu mamata ku terpandang sorang budak ni..ex student aku..dah besar panjang dah..misai pun dah ada.. hmmm.. i am getting older rupanya..

nasi tomato, kari daging, ayam merah dan gulai nenas ikan masin..sedap gak :)

masa nak balik. singgah rumah makcik Siti..dia masih dalam rawatan kerana sakit kanser rahim..

Lihat pada wajahnya..sama seperti dulu..Makcik Siti yang sangat peramah, cakap pun jelas dan terang seperti orang yang berpelajaran tinggi..Kini, keaadaannya makin lemah..tak selera nak makan..hanya mampu terbaring dan bangun sekali sekala..

Lama gak aku berbual dengannya..sekali sekali ia mengeluarkan kata yang sangat bermakna umpanya...

"Budak budak sekarang, kita ajar elok pun..dia jadi tak elok"..dalam maksud nye tu..

" kalau dah tak mahu tu, macam macam la alasan"..

..dan dia mengingatkan..kita ni bila bila masa je Allah akan ambil nyawa, tidak kira sihat ataupun sakit...

Exhausted

 

..over exercise i think..aerobick..pilates..cycling..fuhhh!!!..burn out!!

my muscle..damn pain..my tummy..feel like having a blade in side there..cuting my 20kg fat!!! hohoho..

..Thank GOD i had an oppurtunity to exercise..syukur alhamdulillah..

Basikal oh Basikal...

Bicycle Problem

An ordinary bicycle is supported lightly so that it rests on its wheels. It will move forwards or backwards and will not fall over.. It rests on a level road with the pedal cranks vertical. A piece or rope is secured to the lower pedal and is led to the rear of the bicycle with the rope parallel to the road. A steady pull is exerted on the rope.

Which way does the bicycle move? 

..forward or backward??? heheh

Change - Part 2

Day 2, was interesting..more and more interesting..i belive everybody has their own feeling, perception and judgement or whaterver u called it about the training..most important for me, i could apply it for my improvement...and a day for me away from my so called boring job..heheh..

..we must change every 2 years..

..insanity is when u do same things but expecting different result.. am i insane?????.. fuh!!!

those words really click my heart...my mind ..my soul.. i need to CHANGE...!!!..

Change..part 1

Ada kursus 2 hari ( 1 June - 2 June).. pasal Change Management.

Mula mula aku rasa bosan gak..tapi ada menarik nya..yg penting aku dapat apply untuk diriku..

For change..we need to consider 4 things..

1. things to STOP
   
2. things to KEEP
   
3. things to START 
   
4. things to MODIFY/Change
   

what i should do ..sit down and think ..WHAT ABOUT ME??? I need to change too

Ideally, we need to change every two years..

mmm...Allah tak kan mengubah nasib hambanya melainkan hamba itu mengubah nasib nya sendiri..

sambung esok..